if t punished you; does this mean that "she would really know you" ?

and by not punishing you, you are afraid that the truth will some how come out and t will leave you????? when she finds out how bad you really are???

i am not saying you are bad,,,, just trying to figure this out...you are not bad... just one of the reasons i need my t to hate me...

if he hates me then he cannot hurt me, because he never liked me to begin with??????

sorry if i am way out in left field

sending safe hugs