Listen, macklin, take full advantage of this meeting with the therapist. I have 8 years on you, and im telling you, it only gets harder. It's important to be open with people, you've noticed how you feel when you right everything out? it feels good, like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Be open with your parents, tell them you are struggling inside, if worst comes to worst, you can always get help from councellors at school. There are people who can help. Just dont let this consume you, your still young. People DO want to help you, you just have to trust in that.

P.S ill let you know what happens Weds. and hang in there. Thanks for the reply, it's reassuring to know someone else is going through some of the samethings.