im not sure what is worst, the depression, the anxiety, or the lonliness. i feel lonely everyday because i dont have people in my life that i feel comfortable confiding in. it really affects my mental health. im trying to keep it together though. its really hard. sometimes i write my feelings in poetry and it helps. God i need some friends. my notebook cant really respond to me...if it did i would really be in trouble lol. its hard because when you fall down there is nobody there to pick you up. its exhausting trying to comfort yourself all the time. im really trying to keep my sanity here but i have the worst coping skills. i need to try my best to stay positive because being negative is gonna make the situation a lot worse.