Ariel,
This might mean that you are getting better. Everyone has there relaspes once in a while, and have a bad day. Just keep that in mind for the future. I guess, i'll need to know more about what's going on in your life right now to know if you are actually getting better or if your mind is just trying to cope. Either way, your post sounds like things are going good. Besides, baby steps aren't that bad, if they were none of us would be here.