i called my therapist a few times and in my mind im thinking i may push her away and she dont want to deal with me anymore because im always calling her, would you say that when i want to talk and i call her just to chat/say im struggling on her message that she would not like that and that is causing her to not like and want to support me anymore. or would this be made up in my head that she feels that way. i have an issue that i make up alot of untrue ideas so i am confused very much about what i think is true or madeup, my mind is so convinceing and it just has to be true.