I have sunk so low. I keep talking to this guyu I had a sexual encounter with once. ALL HE EVER TALKS ABOUT IS SEX. HE DOESN'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME AT ALL. HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO KNOW HIM. he scares me. And I realized it tonight becuas eof some of the things he said. I hope I never end up sinking so low as to talk to him again. I am just desperate. arg! I am so glad I'm going to a support group tomorrow!!! Maybe I will meet some nice ppl there. Maybe they won't be crazy like this person I've been talking to.