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After 2 months of being extremely suicidal, I've surrendered. I'm going to the ER tomorrow morning to be evaluated, and they'll probably admit me to the psych ward. Ironic, because tomorrow (May 17th) was the date I've had in mind these past two months to finally end it.
Extremely nervous, dunno what to expect. I've been in a mental hospital three times, but all three times I was a minor and was put in an adolescent ward. Now that I'm 18, there's a good probability I'll be put with adults...
Wish me luck, I guess.
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"When the people of the world all know beauty as beauty, There arises the recognition of ugliness. When they know the good as the good, There arises the perception of evil. Therefore Being and non-Being produce each other."
"Suffering produces perserverance; perserverance, character; and character, hope."
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