(((((((((((((esthersvirtue)))))))))))))))))) It sounds to me like she does not understand the severity of what you are feeling. I think you should consider setting up the appointment and telling her exactly what you are feeling and thinking about doing to yourself. If she still doesn't respond then you need to make a decision if she is the right t for you. What you are feeling is very serious and needs to be taken as such. Please take care of yourself and at least see her and see what she says. You do need the support right now. Feel free to PM me. I am thinking of you.