.......as 'freaking out ' was already taken....., class has not started well, I see problems left and right with it: from the prof, the course, and my abilities (feeling more than stupid, just don't get it at all), then the issues to that come with taking it condensed in the summer, not much time to get help. I have this feeling of dread and chills that I cannot shake. There will be repercussions if I drop it, not just financial.

No matter which way I turn, I can't get to a decision that lets me shake these chills and this overhwelmed/doom feeling. I guess I have to find the lesser of the evils. I need sleep but it's keeping me up and have to decide something soon if it means dropping it.

In the meantime, I'll go tomorrow, see what happens and perhaps that will help the decision making process. I haven't had this feeling in a awhile and seems stupid on one hand over classes but I don't know which concerns me more the feeling or the class now. Perhaps I am getting sick.