Be careful...trying to achieve two major things at once, ie. starting a new job and getting off your meds...can create a self-sabotaging situation... it might be helpful if you had someone you trust and who would be willing to be available to somehow be easily assessible for you to have a 'quick' chat when you need to. Sounds like you're taking a big chance...hope it works for you! Perhaps its one of those times you just have to 'take a risk' to reach your goal...!?!