Dexter,

Ya I know about "being thought of" or " I've been meaning to call you" I do try to call my "friends" and it always seems they are on there way out or in the middle of something, then the classic "I'll call you back" My friends are on disability or don't work so obviously they cant fit it into their schedule. I do know one thing though, if they dont have a car, they call me non stop for rides yet no gas money offered that doesn't even bother me, I say no and don't hear from them again. Never a call just to see how I am doing. Any more the only people who call me are people who want something in return, not my companionship, or spend time with me. Just a ride to the store-I don't give anyone rides because these people become like strays you feed them once they just keep coming back. For example 3 days ago a "friend" called that I hadn't heard from for weeks, invited me over and needed a pack of cigarettes and he would pay me back the next day, when he got his check, now three days later he hasn't called. I'm only called by these people as a "last resort" for something they want. I just sick of it, I will just continue to come here and posting, I recieve more support and graditude from the people here on my computer, than I do from anyone who claims to be my friends here.

good luck

KRIS


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