thank you conklinca

mostly now I am looking just to get through this. i can't control the actions of others nor can i expect them to necessarily be a part of my solution, but still it hurts a lot.

it is how strikingly alone i am that is upsetting and the huge contrast to my "former" life.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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