Boy do I feel ya on this one

My bf I love with everything in me, but when we are together, I can't stand him, I look at him and get so po'd about the way he treats me, the name calling, the distance he puts between us, I gues I just know what i need from a relationship, isn't him, and that scares me!!
Sorry for rambling,,, Just wanted tolet you know I understand and that I hope you find peace in your love and life!! PM me if you need