Hey Richard, thank you for your reply..... What did I mean with "I need to make it"?.... I meant that I need to find my own truth, my own happiness and peace. Or I will be at big risk of dying unhappily, sooner or later. I won't get into the drunk or no drunk discussion here, it is not of importance to me right now. It's not what I am....it's what I want to be that I am trying to focus at. I know I shouldn't drink, I know I might have problems.....I know about the disease and yet, I need to find my own way. I'm trying to be as honest as I can, not jump to any conclusions, going to therapy being honest as can be...... Anyways, glad you're here! Sober!
One day at a time eh?