OK Im trying agian!!!

I am unstoppable.

The main thing about me is I try really hard. I screw up a real lot but its not cause myheart is in the wrong place. Its cause my mind is.

I always want to do better.

I feel most like me when - that is what Im searching for. I dont know. I know wearing jeans and not stupid work clothes is a good start. Also, When Im being creative and when Im in shape.

What I like most about a person is kindness and straight talk.

I will be missing Richie forever.

I get angry when people think I should be over my husband's death in four months.

I feel l happiest when Im not having any panic attacks, OCD, etc.

I believe in prayer.

One thing I want to accomplish is to raise a happy kid.

What I like most about myself is sense of humor. when Im not depressed. LOL.

I hate it when people try to take advantage.

I was abused.

I feel leastlike me when I get angry.

If you really knew me youd know how fragile I feel and how hard I try.

I feel weakest when I miss Richie.

WhenI feel angry hold it in, or flip out completely.

On a rainy day I like to stay home.

I feel good when I rememeber Gabbi as a baby.

when Im alone I feel scared.

Most of all I really want my husband back and for Gabbi to be happy.

I was the type of child who was an easy target.

One thing Id like to change about myself is Id like to be in better shape.

I feel strongest when I am in good physical condition.

On a beautiful day I like to walk in the park, or the mountains.

My favorate passtime is chatting, lately.

When I feel happy I want to do something nice for my daughters.

If my relatonship withRichie were to end...he died..I guess it did end...but I still talk to him...I will miss him every day..but hes with me in spirit...

My child within is scared but playful.

I pretend to be..getiing on with my life..."professional" at work..but Ive been pretending a lot less lately.

Most people dont now that i had to give a baby up for adoptona long time ago. We were reunited lastyear and she is beautiful.

I give the impression of being a lot less smart than I really am.

The mask I wear is disintergrating.

On the surface I am harried.

The game I play is running the obstacle course.

I hide behind my pc, my clothes, a fake smile.

I wear makeup becasue I dont want to be alone the rest of my life.

The clothers I wear indicate Im not happy at work.

The car I drive shows that I like to have a big safe car.

My profession shows others that Im smart or important or something. All I knowis they are impressed. I am not.

The real me hides under anxiety and depression.

How long Ive been preending is about twenty years.

How often I pretend is alot ..

I did it!!!!!!!!!!! Yay me!!!! yay everyone else that did it too. It was a real ***** kicker. Took me two tries. ALmos three. Yay everyone else who tried but didnt finish it too..its allin the timing I think....
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