(((((((I am who))))))))

Well, it sounds like those around you just don't understand you, as you can see, you in a lot of company with that. No my family doesn't really get it either. They are starting to come around a little. I had a friend that accused me of luxuriating in it, well she clearly doesn't understand it at all. She seems to think that a vacation would solve all my problems, she doesn't realize that we take our problems with us or they just seem to hitch a ride somehow.

No it took a long time for me to break, so I guess the road back or at least to somewhere because back wasn't good either, is going to take some time.

I have to say that where I really get the support or even some understanding is in PC. In PC, we can joke about it sometimes because underneath we already understand it.

You know whenever it comes up, I slowly start to see where it comes from, back then in that family something we needed and didn't get. I hear it in the corners that are quiet, it creeps out. I always look for it, because I know its there. Even is the person who is sad doesn't know its there.

Well Im not laughing at you, I understand. I hope you at least take peace in that as other understand too, at least here at PC.

Open Eyes