Want to say thank you for replying Muncie,cute name too.I went to my regular doctors office at the kaiser permanente,and saw the 'on-call'.I almost believed my heart would burst. I told him what was going on and he increased the zoloft.Which other than aleeve is the only drug (prescription I will accept)....and I asked what I could do about the anxiety,on a more natural note...he again suggested melatonin,as they did for my sleep issues.So that's good.I hadn't taken the melatonin since I got back because I get nervous about sleeping.As I said,I am very leery about any drug that may cause a dependance (even though I am able to literally 'switch off' anything that I deem detrimental to my/or others welfare) and the ativan simply sent me into a terrifying state.Being able to sleep in the camper tonight will afford me the security and comfort to sleep well.So that should help too.I got turkey from the deli,and fresh veges and fruit and naked juices too.So basically I feel hopeful.The heat and electrical is all working out there,and I didn't know,but apparently the camper WAS secured to the truck while I was gone.That feels good to know.I was going to move things out there today but I got caught up in this stupid anxiety.It's 9:30 and I barely got home.So I just didn't have the energy or time.Thank you for your reply.