Thanks guys, sorry to be a pain and want/need an answer.

I have started my meds again as much as I don't want to. I just don't no what to do at the moment.

The manager at the group I attend has done a risk assessment and said I should crozz at pedestrian crossings at all times and wait for the safety of the green man. So I think I will do that.

Still feel like a super-hero though