I talked with my pdoc a couple of weeks ago about changing my meds and we added a med because she determined I have ADD well this adds another diagnosis but I digress. Anyway in the last couple of days I haven't wanted to do anything I barely get out of bed and when I do its to move to the couch and just lay here. Today I've been crying all day. I went into the kitchen earlier and all the roaches were on the counter and I started to cry again. I've made peace with the roaches and know that they will never go away as long as they only spray sporatically here in my apartment. I have my own part in the roach problem as I'm a really bad housekeeper but 2 weeks ago got an energy spurt (I think I was hypomanic) and cleaned and have kept it clean but still the roaches. Anyway I am tired of being this way I take my meds the way I'm supposed to and yet I'm still this way. I understand that part of it is stress and the things that are going on in my life but still I want to stop crying.

Thanks for letting me rant.

Jbug