(((tree))) I know that feeling, like there is something there but you really don't want to know. Especially when you are dealing with so much already. A T once told me that we get hyper-aware when we are confronting emotions and past crap, sometimes that makes us think there's a "demon behind every bush". It could also be a memory, so it's really difficult to walk that line.

Please try to talk to your T about it, he is usually so supportive.