(((((Oceanwave))))) You are right. Thank you for the gentle reminder.
I tend to see ghosts where there are none.
I see him next Tue. I really want to write him to ask him but I know this is a therapy thing so I just need to contain it until I do see him. Maybe by that time I will forget the pain. LOL.

He is so so kind to me. I remember when we first met and he would not even look at me after we walked out the door. It was like he shuts down so fast and could vanish even before I left the office. Yesterday he looked at me after we left the office and even in the hallway when he was headed to the restroom and I was on the way out and told me to have a nice evening. I sense that is very HUGE for him to do with any client. So I really feel so honored being with him.

It is strange how passionate my heart can be for others that I allow inside.