I hope I can. Usually I'm capable of calming down and get the "oh I'll give them one more chance" thinking because I'm literally afraid of hurting other people's feelings. I care more about theirs than my own.. and caring about my own makes me feel selfish.. *sigh* What the years of emotional manipulation can do..

My therapist is leaving in June however so I may only have one or two sessions left and then it's over and done with.