Thanks for the input. I guess I laid out a littany of problems but the top one seems to be lethargy/confidence. I have four things outside of school I think about doing every day but never do:

1. Email a friend about taking over his role in our Finance Club
2. Email friend about a leadership role in the Entrepreneurship Club.
3. Conduct Market Analysis for a business venture I worked on over the summer with my friends
4. Write a thank you letter to a friend's dad for dinner the other night and ask him about an internship.

Everyday I obssess over these 4 things and never can go through with them. I guess it's consistent with bipolarity to have grandiose plans but not follow through. No 4 on my list could be very important as this guy is a big shot at an investment bank and thats the field I hope to work in.

I don't like the health services at my school and am not comfortable going there to talk to them about this. I would go off campus to do it but my parents would freak out if they thought something was wrong with me. Until things get better I'm going to just watch these opportunities fade away. Also, as per drinking, I've learned to control my drinking during the week. I can drink so it doesn't interfere with classes but it is still reckless. I've got a lot of stuff wrong with me it seems. Thanks for the responses they were helpful.