I went to see my psychiatrist today. It took me a while to admit that I have been having this voice in my head telling me horrible things... like "God is the devil", "trust no one, they are all evil", and more horrible things I can't add here..or anywhere for that matter. The thing is it is my own voice, and I believe the voice sometimes, cos its like one of my own thoughts....My psychiatrist told me that I am doing well. I shouldn't even worry about this. She told me that its just my mind fighting off all the good work I have done. She doesn't realise that this is really annoying me.
Even though I have started planning to end it all, and this voice is telling me to do it, and keeps telling me horrible things... its still a good thing?