Hi Wepow,

I'm sorry that your t not sitting with you on the floor has triggered something very sad and deep inside you. It sounds like at this point maybe you are aware that it is a transference reaction, but perhaps you aren't sure why this particular situation with your t triggered such pain in you. Whatever the reason, it sounds like it hurt the child part of you deep inside and has made you reluctant to put yourself into a vulnerable position like that again. Please be gentle with yourself right now. It's going to be OK.