Hi Elysium,

If I were you I would seriously re-evaluate surgery until you've dealt with the issues of food addiction. Otherwise you're at a higher risk of just switching addictions to alcohol or something else to cope with the feelings you're avoiding. It sounds like your weight is a way to cope for you, like it is for many of us. There's no judgment here, just observation. I hope that you find the help you need to overcome whatever it is that is plaguing you.

Love and hugs,
Tara