This week has been such a crap week. My partner and I had a massive argument and he moved out into his own place for a while. My mother is pissed off with me cause i couldn't drive her somewhere. (mind you I had no petrol or money and i told her that but i don't think she believes me) and she never offers petrol money. I ended up cutting myself at the beginning of the week (i suffer from self harm) which i haven't done in so long. I got to speak to someone from mental health though. I have had a vomiting bug and been extra anxious to top everything off. My head is just full with different thoughts and i can't stop thinking. I think this is the loneliest i have felt in a very long time

I just don't know what to do anymore