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Originally Posted by DarkAsNight
As far as why she did it, well if you knew what she learned about me, my intrusive thoughts, my compulsions, my screwed up soul, I had a feeling it would come to this. She said she no longer felt she could help me anymore.
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It sounds like you may have done some major boundary crossing with your actions? I would find a new T and start there, see if you can work on not acting on your thoughts and compulsions, find where they are coming from if possible or see if a pdoc will work on your for meds, etc. first. You may not be ready for therapy yet if you resent other people's boundaries and rules.
I think your T literally was not "good enough" to be able to help you, rather than not wanting to/abandoning you. It is extremely hard to start over but I hope you are able to come up with a plan to help yourself, figure out what you want to accomplish with therapy and work the plan.