Tinker, I didn't mean that you were playing an attention seeking game! No! What I'm saying is that you aren't getting the attention you NEED from your parents. When that happens, and I know how that goes, you don't learn to be clear and concise with your statements. Sometimes we're afraid to state our needs clearly.

What you told me, "it getting outta hand i dont want the attention just the help to stop" is what you need to tell the persons you seek help from.

Have you talked to your family doctor? I would think that he'd be the first to talk to. Don't leave until he understands how badly you need his help! Sometimes they won't take you seriously. Maybe they have other things on their mind. If you take his hand or hold his arm, make physical contact, look him in the eyes and say "I need your help! NOW!!" He can't help but understand and do something. If he doesn't, tell him you are not leaving until he helps you! There are some men (if your dr is a man) that don't listen to women unless they cry! It's rediculous but it's true.

You might even try asking him to do a complete blood workup. Surely that will tell the story!

Take care of YOU, Sweety. Sending you all sorts of positive vibes!