((((((( HUGS ))))))))

I am so SORRY that you are hurting.... I want to offer my support and my words of hope - that in time (and only you can determine how long it will be) but in TIME you can and will heal. The heart can take many years before it will become whole again - hang in there and please by all means come here and VENT as much as you need to, vent until the pain stops.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -