It had been THREE YEARS since I last hurt myself. I thought it was all in the past. That I had moved past it and learned to handle myself better.
But I did it again I just needed to feel something...I was so numb and I was thinking about what I finally confessed to T, and I felt NOTHING. I wanted to cry, and feel and so I cut. So that I could feel the pain I couldn't feel before. But now I feel like such a failure. How could I resort back to this? And even worse, I keep feeling like doing it again. What is wrong with me?!