okay... so when will i wake up and be "normal"
okay im sorta kidding.
i think im sorta stuck in a rut cuz i AM just waiting to be "normal". ive put all my hopes and dreams on hold.
i am waiting for a rush of inner peace or maybe some solid direction....
i thought maybe a boyfriend might help me achieve that...
i keep changing my goals too so im kinda annoyed at myself.
i dont know what to do except live each day with no real meaning or purpose.
its all kind of pointless i think.
being that i have tried every medication out there with no real lasting success and sometimes making me worse....
whatever