hi shellie, the thing is it isnt really about the label. im not sure if you've read up on APD, but its kind of a nasty personality disorder, and its uncurable. and honestly i just dont want to have to live with that crap, is why care so much. i have become convinced that i dont actually have that, but i feel like something is probably off in the conscience/morality part of my brain, maybe add is to blame. im trying to keep my chin up, and anyway. but dont you think it could actually be kind of a bad sign that im worried about stuff like this at my age? thanks