I don't know what to say but I want to give you a hug if its ok. ((((U)))) To get the blood tests for the state disablity you might check to see if there is a place for people with disabilities. We have a place here in Arkansas called Arkansas Rehabilitation. It helps people with disabilities. They are helping me by paying for me to go to school to learn a trade but the receptionist at my school contacted them when she wanted to have Gastric Bypass surgery and they paid for her to have her mental eval and that was $350. You might check in your state if you have something like that. Do the food banks that you go to help out with bills? Some of the food banks here do and they might be able to help with your utilities. I don't know what state you live in but some states have something called 211 it's like 411 but you can ask them for information on programs like the United Way. They might be able to lead you in the direction of someone who can help in the immediate future.

I hope this helps.

Jbug