I lost my baby 2 months ago. He was a full term stillbirth and was almost 8 lbs. I had stopped taking anti-depressants for this pregnancy which was hard because I had been taking anti-depressants for 10 years. Now I'm taking them again. But still I'm really depressed (can't do basic daily activities and feel helpless and hopeless.) I know I need to grieve this loss but it's kicked off a depression I haven't felt in years. I don't think I'm just grieving in a healthy way.

I was all set to be a mother and now I don't know what to do. It was hard enough to decide and go through with being pregnant the first time. I'm not sad but I feel so bad.