Hi all,

I'm feeling really rubbish today, feel tired and generally low in mood. I am also having bouts of feeling angry....all directed at someone in my life that makes things very difficult for me. I don't know why I keep hanging on to this person but I do.

My brother is also giveing me cause for concern...but thats another story. Feel so sad today...I just want to go back to bed and I only got up at 2pm

My friend called me and I ignored her call....when actually I could do with some company but....I just havent got the energy.

Last night, I had a dream about my ex boyfriend who abused me both mentally and physically. I was thinking about him last night so I guess thats where the dream came from. Hmmm actually, maybe thats why I'm feeling like this today. The thoughts I had about him last night and then dreaming about him so he was the first thing on my mind when I woke up! Ok all makes sense now. Just have to look after myself today.