rainingstarfire
There is some good wisdom/exerience here. Yes, you will be able to enjoy life again. On a small level, you are changed as a result of your experience, but over time, you will come to see it diffrently than you do now. But that experience does not have to define you, it is just a part of your story.
Hang in there! Give time, time. I know that is hard to do. Keep close to those friends and to your ones here! This will get better. Nothing in life is stagnant. It by it's very nature is changing. Peace to you
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