Hi all. I just want to know if I should try and get admitted to give my husband a break I am suicidal and very very not ok. He has to deal with this. I dont know wether I am going to do this or not. I have a small chil, but recently all my faith in my parenting has been shakedn y my unhelpful mother.

Would I be better trying to get admitted, or staying home anf trying to be good and not stress him and be a huge burden??????

Ive never been admitted. I feel shocking never this bad before ever. I love him and he doesnt deserve a fked up crackpot wife like me.