Losing someone, especially a child, can really test you. Just remember that things will get better in time. This won't last forever. The pain may seem unbearable, but I don't think we're ever given anything that we cannot handle.

Although I do not have children myself, I did lose my mother a 1 1/2 years ago. It put me in the hospital because I was in really bad shape. I think that sometimes we need that extra help.

Try to hang in there. I'm here if you need to talk.