Ok, so I know the drill. Be careful. But OMG what a flip-switch!
To catch anyone up on my past year.... in a word it has been ****!
It hit yesterday afternoon and wow! I have NO reason whatsover to not be completely depressed. None of that has changed. And even without circustantial stuff I spend a lot of time depressed as it is.
Btw, my computer is not fast enough today.
I want this to last a LOOOOOOONG time! (and a couple of years ago, it did!) I wish my downstairs neighbors would go out somewhere so I could jump up and down, I'm so happy (hey, at least I'm thinking about being considerate! ) I can't stop grinning and giggling! This is GREAT!!!
I want to keep typing and typing, but it is really hard to keep sitting down and focus. I really really hope this lasts at LEAST long enough for my psych to see it. I know that sounds ridiculous, but she's never seen me like this and I want her to actually see both sides of the coin. I know! That makes no sense! But she's seen me so depressed virtually unrelentingly, I can't help thinking she might not actual believe the BP! Ridiculous, yeah? -- my previous one certainly did as I was "sitting" on the couch bouncing up and down. And no, I don't want a med adjustment. No way!
Ack, I just had a couple sentences disappear. No idea where they went. So I'll repeat it. BF's not seen me like this either (bouncy a few times, but...). Boy, is he in for it! LOL! Hahaha, he just got up, he's like WTF?! But in a good way. He must've thought I won the lottery, and I don't even play, lol!
Ok, I'll shut up now. I need to go do stuff. NOW.