@ CupcakeQueen
I didn't say that he hit me, did I? No, he has never actually hit me... But, I get your point. He has been abusive in other ways, for sure.
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Originally Posted by CupcakeQueen
That's what marriage is SUPPOSED to be, a PARTNERSHIP, not a slave contract.
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See, the sad thing is that I realize when I married him I
was looking for that type of thing! I wanted to still be a kid and "play house"... well I picked the kind of man that would allow me to do that, to still be a girl.
Its just with in the last few years after researching ADHD on the internet, going to therapy briefly, and frankly, just finally growing up that I realize this life is not for me.
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huge sigh ***
and now my poor judgement in the past has affected so many lives other than my own...
Don't get me wrong though, overall he is a good guy. I do still love him but, omg, I really need to find the right outlet for all of this potential I know I have....