(((((((((((((((((((((((((Mpathia)))))))))))))))))))))

I have to give you a hug. You have been through so much. No one should have to endure all the heartache that you have.

I am sorry that you were never able to be a "kid", always taking care of everyone else, never stopping to take time for you. I have to tell you that is very important. Taking care of you.

I feel for you and the situation with your x husband. This seems to me that its a love that will never die. He is in your heart and soul and I firmly beleive that you should never stop trying. Others may disagree but honestly, after all this time, and your love is still as strong for him as it ever way. Wow. Try to spend more time with him. Not romantically but as "friends". Hang out, do things together that friends would do. Maybe he will realize that you two do belong together.

Again, I am sorry that you are going through all of this. I am sending good vibes your way. Take care.