Yeah, I'll be seeing my psych this week. I sooooooooooo do not want to slow this train down. (As a sidenote, this is about as high as it gets, so, not to worried about that atm.) It feels like a reward for the nightmares of this past year+. I am having a very very good time!
BF is amused and amazed. He's not experienced this before. I told him about the BP early on, but I don't think he really "got" it till now. Like telling him 3 stories, all at the same time, weaving back and forth between, lol! Tonight we are watching only funny dvds. That's the rule. Says me. It feels sooooo damn good to really really laugh again!

p.s. If anyone knows the song Give Me It by The Cure, that energy is exactly what I feel like. When we've talked about this song before, I told him, "Yes, it is that. That song really resonates for me." He thinks it doesn't really fit in with the rest of the album, but I say, who cares? It's great!!!