to be honest right now idont care if he is a bastard or not, i just want to be happy again and for the brief time i was with him i was happy, and i havent been that happy in quite a time, and when someone makes me smile and be as happy as i used to be i try to hold on. i just wish i could find someone who could make me smile like he did, except a single version.. he made me happy and now im not..