I am sorry that your pdoc is not providing the support you need. Sometimes they miss how pervading and insistant these voices have become and do not realize how crucial it is to address them now. Maybe you could tell her how servere these voices have become and what they are telling you to do. I am sure she can see you on an emergency basis. It sounds serious to me and I hope that you find the support you need. We are here to provide what support we can although please seek professional help.