It's the middle of the night and I can't fall asleep! I'm sure she's fine but what if she's not?

I listened to my meditation recording just so I could hear her voice. I realize how much I care about her, how much she means to me, and how much I want to continue therapy with her. I am so grateful that she's been my T for over a year now. I'm getting too nostalgic and teary-eyed. I have to go to sleep so I can wake up and hopefully find an email from her.