I am just now accepting that I am considered disabled and while I live in my own apartment I am not responsible for my own money I had to get a payee or social security would not release my money. Anyone else have one? I'm definitely limited in what I can do with my disability (agoraphobia) amongst other things. I am limited because I cant just go to the bank and cash my check, my payee has to do it and give me the money allowed for certain things like meds, grocery shopping etc. It is a new reality. It is also a new reality that, since I no longer have a career ironically in the Mental Health Field, I am now a night owl I don't fall asleep before four a.m. and I sleep til ten am so six hours of sleep is all I need now, a new reality. I rather enjoy the nighttime television programs like Jimmy Kimmel etc. I[m not whining, I'm truly at a point of acceptance. Thanks for listening and have a great evening. Goodnight.