"what if during that time I don’t have any episode and they won’t be able to record the effect of it on my body"

{{{{{Jennifer}}}}

You are worrying about something that hasn't even happened yet ...

Try to relax - Just Breath - You've done your part by going to the Doctor's *a very couragous step* , but you can't fret and worry over the what if's because the what ifs are endless and tend to lead us to negative thinking.

You said it yourself - you are overwhelmed and scared. What if you gave yourself credit for being able to go to the Doctors (I couldn't have done it) give yourself credit for being able to identify and articulate how you feel..

When the what ifs come knockin - Don't open the door - Don't let them in - because once we do - we find ourselves playing hostess and entertaining them and they tend to be insatiable and multiply like bunnies.

Sherry