I was discharged on Friday afternoon, with an official diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm staying with my parents for a few days. My aunt already took my knives from my apartment whilst I was in the hospital, and I plan to give my mother my remaining alcohol once I get home.

I don't know yet if it helped. I'm not suicidal anymore (or at least I haven't been yet...), but I'm incredibly nervous about going back to work. The good thing is the doctor extended my medical leave of absence to June 1st, so I'll have some time to get my head together. I definitely have to work on reaching out to people more...

Thank you all for the hugs and support I dunno what I'd do without this place.