Thanks BalancingAct,

What can I do though? No one knows about me binging nor about not eating much.... I can't talk to people about this and no one understands what its like to need to and want to do it.

I am sitting here waiting on people coming on msn but my friends are busy and I don't want to text them and ask them to chat with me as I feel I am a pain in the neck for them. They have their own issues to deal with and I know thats a complete contradictory as I am leaning on you guys but you guys kinda understand in a sense